fuck, dude. 

nothin like five straight hours of bating to dumb hypno til I can’t even type, or remember what I was doin a second ago. didn’t know who i was or what was happening around me until i finally blew a load and thought i had a fucking brain hemorrhage. almost noon now. nother night wasted into morning, haha. such a dumbfuck bator, bros

followed it up with 100 push ups. only reason to stop strokin is to get jacked, brahs. since the point of bein dumb is deepen my sense of physicality, i gotta associate bein dumb with being physical in my head so one naturally feeds into the other, and i can just automatically be a fuckin beast. been makin some progress on my bench lately, and I gotta say I was more in control of the movements and was feelin some good contractions. fuckin great feeling that strength surging through your body, bros.

cumpletely drained, dudes. arms are killin me. think i’m gonna pass out. later, bros